Seriously in stresssssssss

很多东西烦，忙.....

如果有钱，就算一个人也好，会打算去外面走一走，我指的外面是出国。

我不曾遇过这么烦的事情，开始是功课，二是父母的话 （影响力最大的一个）

刚刚问了爸爸的 permission ....过年与他和他的家人去旅行，haiz...问了一大堆的东西。有时候自己传统就好，为什么要‘消’在我们身上？

问题1 ：你去见他的家长，为什么他没有来见我们？ （明知道他在国外，怎样见面）

问题2 ：你已经确定这个人了？（很烦，不要问这个）

问题3 ：多少岁？（同岁）他说：最好找大几岁的人，比较成熟 （很烦）

问题4 ：你怎么知道他有上进心？（又是一个很烦的问题）

你喜欢的为什么要apply 在我身上？70 年代吗？

有时候，家人的问题导致我在犹豫着，他是对的人或错的人？ 同时也导致了我不敢放太多的希望在他身上。

（亲爱的EBI朋友，能否给点意见？based on ur experience..我实在是与父母沟通不到关于这话题。 ）

Stairs Life

A couple, they lived in 80 floors. One day they travel home and found the building a power cut! Although they carrying a large bag of luggage, but it seems there is no other choice, so the wife said to the husband, we climb the stairs up! both agreed.

So they began to climb the stairs carrying with two luggage bag. Climbed to the 20th floor and they felt so tired, husband said, "bag too heavy, it is better we put bags on here, collect it back after the elevator is fix." So they put luggage on the 20th Floor and relaxed, continue to climb.

They talked and laughed but did not last long, to the 40th floor, two were very tired. Another 40th floor to climb, they began blaming each other, accused each other of not pay attention to the building power outage notice, only so ineffective. They climb while blaming each other, all the way to 60 floor.

To the 60 floor, they were too tired to even fight the effort as well. Husband said, "We do not quarrel, and climbed it right." And so they quietly continue climbing stairs, and finally to the 80 floor! The husband came to the door with excitement and found that they stay their key in bag on 20th floor.

Some people say that this story is actually a reflection of our life:

20 years old, we live in family, under the teacher's expectations, burdened with a lot of pressure and is not mature enough, lack of capacity.

20 years old, left the crowd pressure, remove the burden, began to go out to pursue dreams, so happily over 20 years.

But the age of 40, found youth passed away, inevitably lead to a lot of regret and repent, and began regret this,regret that, complaining about this, hate that. So spent complaining about the 20years.

To the 60-year-old, life has been found running out, so told ourselves not to complain, to cherish the rest of the day! So quietly completed their years.

And to the end of life, it seems to have remembered that we did not complete what turned out all our dreams are still stay in the 20-year-old youth.

* To dear : We should stop argue and go through another 60 yr together.

Busy months

自从开学后就忙到现在，

自从开始工作后( part time nurse )就忙到现在，

近几个星期都睡不好，有一天晚上还梦见，我驾驶着爸爸的estima 上去垃圾山，几经辛苦才到达顶端时，伸手拔开东西，整座垃圾向我倒下。比梦见怪物更加的恐怖。

Final Year doing proposal and thesis, these will determine whether we are in 1st class or second class or lower class....This need to do a lot of research. Everyday sit on the laptop and search for my data- internet banking.

Beside thesis, still got 1 more assignment to do. Accounting management decision, hehe..I have no worried on this because I have the full set of answer from my TARC textbook. However, the book do not have the workings, so I need to figure it out.

Working..exhausted..there are still many patients visit to our "pop star" doctor. Everything has changed, changed to computerized system..it helps us a lot but if the system down, we all die gao gao adi..

Another matter was..since my dear busy with working now..totally no time for me already...haiz..长命功夫长命做，就像一些成功人士，拼命的做，到头来忽略了健康。

拼命的做，少了沟通与关心，到头来一切的感情都结束了。 （希望我们不会）

(dear ah : We discussed already de lah, try to bbm ah..). I am waiting his good news on next year JANUARY...yahooooo~~ big probability he is coming back .....at least few weeks....better than nothing....=)

Good Chance

今天上了一门课，争取机会！

Sony Company到我们的College做promotion, 只要报名上台唱歌，就能得到 sony , 4GB pendrive..

正在犹豫着的我，要还是不要呢？我不怕面对观众，只怕没有的调音，音调不好，我就唱不好。哈哈.....想太多了吧！

当一位朋友听到我在犹豫着，不管三七二十一的把我拉过去报名，既然已经到了，就来吧！我就唱！选了list 里最简单的一首歌，‘天黑黑’ - 孙燕姿。听了那么多参赛者唱，都不错！

wahahaha...it's my turn!! 当我要开始唱得时候，突然间，sophia 致电过来，哈哈。我觉得自己唱得不错，紧张了一些，若有echo 的话，会表现得更好。加油!

最后我得到了，my pendrive...hehe..



导师曾经教过，学习的道路上是没有礼让，机会是要自己争取的！我争取了它！谢谢朋友们的鼓励与支持！

其实最开心的是，我终于能展现歌喉，这是最enjoy 的事，pendrive小事而已。=)

宣布破产

每个人有不同的人生经验，我终于体验到破产的 feeling....

ahhhh............满脑子都在烦！烦 final year project ....

肚子啊！肚子啊！你乖乖哦！饿一下不会有事的。

再忍耐多一个月， klinic 出工钱了，再 balance 回我的expenses。

加油！

开学了！！

终于都等到今天了，在家真的是不知该做什么好....

第一天没上课，去college registered subject and lunch with my friends ( friends who knew for more than a year )

Gonna celebrate with Cyndy birthday...our long planning...haha...


During internship , I tried to save a lot...so that I have money to go UK...after Uk.. I still need to save because of self - expenses and next year RM 500 planning ( dear : no come then RM 500 habis de lo , hehe ）

Everything is in the progress..hope the timetable wont change anymore and waiting part time news from doctor... I want to earn a lot...of course I wont forget my study...dun worry dear..

I saw something in facebook...I am trying to date with the two ladies...but yesterday they date with each others ...Erm...its made me think of 'nothing and forget about it'..

I always remind this to myself ....I have my buddies..no need to be 10 buddies there...2 are more than enough...I have my family...although parents like to ''ngam'' so much yet they wont cheat or betray you...My Andy Fu , believed him wont dump me....however , cheat and betray still dunno yet lah..at least , we both love each others very muchie ~~~

So , no reason for me to jealous ..... Ignore those who do not appreciate and take more time to appreciate the right person..why not...

SUDOKU

Honestly, I hate to play such game..boring , not interested...

During class , I saw my friend playing this and think is it fun??? she played like crazy already..non- stop of playing this while during break time...

And I also saw a woman , around 40 -50 aged in UK playing this again..she seems so patiently and enjoy...

Yea..I get it..I got the answer...it's really fun...During trip, while we taking train to our destinations, my dear taught me how to play, he got the skills...he taught me patiently..( thanks dear )...I found another interesting game...

For those who haven't try it , go and try...=)

If want to learn skills...I can teach you...sifu number 2 here...hehe...

ENJOY another 3 more days gonna back to college lo~~~~